Reality check

I wish I had a billion dollars so I could take my kids around the world and show them how good they have it here at our home in America...Every American child is spoild and unapriciative when it comes to life style...weather their parents have money or not...theres always someone who always has it worse.... I try and give my kids everything..weather its opertunitys or clothes or what ever makes them happy..I AM guilty of over induldging them with clothes ,and sports eqipment, and toys and "things" but I have no doubt they are not too spoild....they still have to work,earn it,be respectful and say thank you....but really I wish I could make them live in a hut,made of trees, with no restrooms or toilet paper..where the boys work all day hunting and the woman work all day preparing....one day, before its too late!

The future

If Only I could see the future...If only I could know how my kids would turn out..That way Id know what do do to get them prepared for the road ahead....
I want my kids to be somebody..I dont want them to make the same choices as I did...I want them to fight for their life, their freedoms, to reach for their dreams.
I see Landin Playing football....getting a scholership to USC, then making it to the NFL..Big,strong,full of pride and absolutly breath taking...I want the same for Liam, but being my wild child I KNOW he is going to choose a bumpy path. My hope for him is to remember who he is, remember what I have taught him about hard work,integrety,and about his spirit. I want him to be happy, what ever he does, weather he's a rock star or a running back. I want him to just be happy. Dixie....Her self esteme is so fragile...I hope to continue teaching her how beauty comes from within and how we woman carry our selfs. I want her to know that she is a angel, sent to me for a reason. To a home full of boys to make her tuff, and strong.I want her voice to be heard, I want her brain to be smart, and her soul to be pure and happy. Lucky..being the youngest I hope that by the older ones setting a good example he will know what he wants out of life.
I want them to marry good woman(and a man), who will be wonderful mothers(and father) to my grand babys. I want them to choose wisely, because i only want them to do it once.
In no time at all, my kids will be grown up. My boys bigger then me nd my daughter her own woman.I want them to remember who they are...the hard lessons I have taught them to prepare them for this rough life. i want them to be champions, and to be proud..No matter what they do in life. I want life to be easy for them...not like mine and shanes life was. I want them to know I love them beyond words, more then my own life, and more then anything they could ever feel...My whole life has been for them. Every struggle,every tear, every fight and sacrafice....Its all been for them. I never want them to doubt their strengths...or fall back onto their weakness's....Be proud my childeren, be yourself, Be Happy!

SOME MOTHERS!

I had the joysof having a cerain (no names) mother come to my house with her two kids because they had no where to go...literealy...left to pick up my kids from school, and there she was..a 1 year old boy and a 4 year old girl and a drooling,passed out mom on my couch...the baby had a crap diaper and the little girl was trying to wake her up....i left the looser mom there, gave the baby a bath and changed his dirty clothes..fed them and gave them a drink. While mom continued to drool on my couch!
why are people allowed to have kids who dont deserve them? makes me really stop and think..Imso glad my kids are mine. That they have care, 24/7, and they never go with out....i wish i could save the world and take away all the babies from stupid moms for myself...I HATE STUPID MOMS!

Parks....gaggggggg!

sitting at the park today...I realized, I hate parks...they are dirty, and full of spoild, crying, booger faced kids...Tons of germs being spread all over the swings and slides..while unattending mothers sit there and talk on their phones while their bratty kids pick on other kids, or even just take off with out the mom even knowing...moms walking dogs along with the kids and letting the dog piss on the toys....not to mention MY kids who, instead of playing, bugg me the whole time to push them on the swings or worst yet....sit right next to you and dont even play, which is the whole reason you came to the park in the first place......maybe Im just really hormonal today cuz aunt flo is comming any day...but today the park just got on my nerves.......sory so bitchy...yes, Im really hormonal :o(

Oh the sex Life of a mother.....

What ever happened to spontanious sex? I mean really...when did making love become a planned activity that take stratigic timeing and acuracy? Having to put the passion on hold while I bathe or tend to a screaming crying kid, asking for food or a hug? Or all together missing the opurtunity because, by the time the timming IS right one of us is too exhausted or out of the "mood" or even mad at eachother because we have disagreed on something the kids have done.
When did sex become a chore rather then a recreational activity? when did I get so old?
Hopefully one day this week it will work out and I can feel like a woman once again...even if its just for a short while...hopefully no one wakes up or comes knocking on my door....hopefully!!

Why are Kids so BIPOLAR??

Trying to take sweet pictures of my lovely chidren on Easter Sunday proved ONE MORE TIME, that kids are Bipolar! from 1 years old to...well...20 years old I guess..Kids go from sweet, wonderful humans, to evil, psycho insane monsters..Ill just let the pictures speak for them selfs.....

Easter

I think it kinda funny how when your a first time mom..or when your kids are all little, every holiday is carefully planned, and exicuted to a T.When parents just cant wait to color eggs, and hide them for the hunt, when parents wake up way before the kids so they can see their sparkling faces when they see what santa or the Easter Bunny brings, when the tooth fairy has silver dollars in her drawer waiting for the moment her baby looses her first tooth...so funny...because I find myself, after 11 years of toothfairys, easter bunnys, santa claus, that there is only the hopes that the day will pass quicker.LOL and when the Easter Bunny came today and the kids woke up..I asked them to get out of my room and be quiet so I can sleep. Go play wuour toys till I get up! haha Or now how the tooth fairy constantly forgets and trys to pick up a bag of pennys or something, that is...if she remembers. Ohh how things change. After years and years of bunnys and fat men in red suits, and tooth fairys, I am over it! I still love to see my kids glowing, but I really would rather sleep!
Happy Easter!