Insomnia

I have so many thoughts racing through my head..it is at night time, when I can quietly sit alone with out the noises of my daily life that I can think....I love alone time.I NEED alone time. But I also need sleep...My brain starts to panic as soon as the sun goes down over the horizon...That pink, glowing, sunset sky...the nightmare of my concious mind....I dred this time of the day...because no matter how exhausted my body is...my mind wont relax and shut up so I can sleep...Its taking a toll on my body and on my soul, and in truth..the person I am in my everyday life..but aside from sleeplessness comes the calm quiet stillness that surounds me as i sit and ponder. Alot goes through my mind and i can recharge it for another day of motherhood.....i guess thats part of being a mother..The constant worry for my children..from school to friends to health issues...I love my kids. They love me...thats about it for now